Daily Archive for September 6th, 2007

The edge of the world

In a few weeks I shall be moving away from the well known and comfortable surrounds of West Bridgford and into the relative unknown that is Netherfield. Currently, my feelings about this are somewhat mixed because, despite having lived in Nottinghamshire for my entire life and never more than ten miles distant from this ‘Nether Field’, my internal catalogue turns up almost nothing about the place when queried. I dislike the unknown.

Actually, that’s not strictly true. I mean, the Faroe Isles are a relative unknown to me – though I can point to them on a map – but I don’t really know what I’ll find if I indulge and make my planned trip up there next summer. Despite there being no particular difference in my lack of knowledge of these two disparate places, this particular hue of the unknown doesn’t bother me, I embrace it as part of the adventure. Yet moving house to a location not ten miles from my current abode bothers me.

I should probably point out at this point that it isn’t my house that I’ll be living in, my friend Duncan has bought himself a dwelling and I’ll be renting a room in the manner of Joey from Friends. Thus far I’m yet to see it; though I’m assured it’s nice. Not that it matters, it’s more about who you’re with than where you are and I think it’s going to be cool living with one of my best mates and Helen (his missus).

Assurances of pleasantness do not entirely salve my discomfort however. I’ve spent the day trying to collate all that I know about Netherfield and all I’ve managed to assemble is this paltry list.

  1. It’s the other side of the river.
  2. You go along the Colwick loop road to get there.
  3. It has a train station.
  4. It’s not far from Stoke Bardolph
  5. I think it’s where Graham Reed’s cycle shop is.
  6. Strong suspicion it’s full of chavs.

That’s it, that’s all I can link to Netherfield unaided. So I’ve been digging and I’ve discovered something harrowing.

There’s no library.

The adventure begins.

Wilfrid Wilson Gibson - Flannan Isle

Though three men dwell on Flannan Isle
To keep the lamp alight,
As we steer’d under the lee, we caught
No glimmer through the night!

A passing ship at dawn had brought
The news; and quickly we set sail,
To find out what strange thing might all
The keepers of the deep-sea light.

The winter day broke blue and bright,
With glancing sun and glancing spray,
As o’er the swell our boat made way,
As gallant as a gull in flight.

But, as we near’d the lonely Isle;
And look’d up at the naked height;
And saw the lighthouse towering white,
With blinded lantern, that all night
Had never shot a spark
Of comfort through the dark,
So ghastly in the cold sunlight
It seem’d, that we were struck the while
With wonder all too dread for words.

And, as into the tiny creek
We stole beneath the hanging crag,
We saw three queer, black, ugly birds–
Too big, by far, in my belief,
For guillemot or shag–
Like seamen sitting bold upright
Upon a half-tide reef:
But, as we near’d, they plunged from sight,
Without a sound, or spurt of white.

And still too mazed to speak,
We landed; and made fast the boat;
And climb’d the track in single file,
Each wishing he was safe afloat,
On any sea, however far,
So it be far from Flannan Isle:
And still we seem’d to climb, and climb,
As though we’d lost all count of time,
And so must climb for evermore.
Yet, all too soon, we reached the door–
The black, sun-blister’d lighthouse door,
That gaped for us ajar.

As, on the threshold, for a spell,
We paused, we seem’d to breathe the smell
Of limewash and of tar,
Familiar as our daily breath,
As though ’twere some strange scent of death:
And so, yet wondering, side by side,
We stood a moment, still tongue-tied:
And each with black foreboding eyed
The door, ere we should fling it wide,
To leave the sunlight for the gloom:
Till, plucking courage up, at last,
Hard on each other’s heels we pass’d
Into the living-room.

Yet, as we crowded through the door,
We only saw a table, spread
For dinner, meat and cheese and bread;
But all untouch’d; and no one there:
As though, when they sat down to eat,
Ere they could even taste,
Alarm had come; and they in haste
Had risen and left the bread and meat:
For on the table-head a chair
Lay tumbled on the floor.
We listen’d; but we only heard
The feeble cheeping of a bird
That starved upon its perch:
And, listening still, without a word,
We set about our hopeless search.

We hunted high, we hunted low,
And soon ransack’d the empty house;
Then o’er the Island, to and fro,
We ranged, to listen and to look
In every cranny, cleft or nook
That might have hid a bird or mouse:
But, though we searched from shore to shore,
We found no sign in any place:
And soon again stood face to face
Before the gaping door:
And stole into the room once more
As frighten’d children steal.

Aye: though we hunted high and low,
And hunted everywhere,
Of the three men’s fate we found no trace
Of any kind in any place,
But a door ajar, and an untouch’d meal,
And an overtoppled chair.

And, as we listen’d in the gloom
Of that forsaken living-room–
O chill clutch on our breath–
We thought how ill-chance came to all
Who kept the Flannan Light:
And how the rock had been the death
Of many a likely lad:
How six had come to a sudden end
And three had gone stark mad:
And one whom we’d all known as friend
Had leapt from the lantern one still night,
And fallen dead by the lighthouse wall:
And long we thought
On the three we sought,
And of what might yet befall.

Like curs a glance has brought to heel,
We listen’d, flinching there:
And look’d, and look’d, on the untouch’d meal
And the overtoppled chair.

We seem’d to stand for an endless while,
Though still no word was said,
Three men alive on Flannan Isle,
Who thought on three men dead.